Where the laws of reason dont apply !!!!

At the end of a really long day,  I was surfing the channels on my TV, watched a few scenes from 'A Beautiful Mind'.  The experience was one that can only be felt.  My next hop was to watching 'Rock On!!!' in 5.1, the mood suddenly changed. The great music and the gentle stroryline was a touch of fresh breath at the end of a long tiring day. Right through the movie, my mood was  following the pulse of the movie. Just then it crossed my mind that what I was going through the couple of hours is actually what been going on in my head all these years. 

There are days when life tries to upset you as much as possible, but we are unmoved. We take everything in our stride and remain happy. There are days when even a mosquito bite ticks triggers anger, a joke turns out to a quarrel and nothing seem to cheer you up. Just when all appears lost, an unexpected call or a supporting hand tends to erase the bad mood. We end up doing bungee jumps, parasailing and even crazier stuff. But when it comes to talking to a girl or propose, all the macho courage goes to dust. :) We love chocolates one day, but feel averse to it another. The chocolate haven't changed, nor have we. Its just the state of the mind.  The past memories haunt our actions. Some days we get up with a lot of hope, on others we just get up feeling terrible. Nothing around's actually changed. But its just that we feel different each day and each moment.

Well, you can decode a cipher or even understand the Higgs Boson. But no laws of nature apply to the mind. The mind is unique. Its a labyrinth, a puzzle and an non reasonable mess. Its not possible to reason out every feeling that creeps up in the head. Scholars, scientists and great intellectuals have tried over the years, but none of them have been able to come up with an equation that solves the mystery of the mind. There are only theories on what could be. 

Then comes the next question, how does one deal with the countless thoughts that run amok within the head? I found my  answer  in this insightful conversation from the movie - "A Beautiful Mind"

"Well, you know. "
"Are they gone? "
"No, they're not gone. "
"And maybe they never will be. "
"But I've gotten used to ignoring them...and I think as a result they've kind of given up on me. "
"You think that's what it's like...with all our dreams and our nightmares, Martin? "
"You've got to keep feeding them for them to stay alive?"
"John, they- haunt you, though."
"They're my past, Martin. Everybody's haunted by their past."